Life goes by at a crawl and I just can’t wait for school to start.
In other news today, exec has finally been completed and I’m putting the final touches on the group, I’m pretty excited for the stuff these amazing people will be able to pull off.
Jesus christ. I haven’t even been grounded from the computer but my parents act like I have, wtf. How long has it been, 2 weeks?
Anyway, got myself a new car that’s standard and I’m currently learning how to drive stick shift. Work sucks as usual and I’m planning to quit soon (and its really their loss bcause they’re losing the most reliable employee in the entire storm). The rain really sucks and my new shampoo is giving me a headache. The last 2 weeks has been nothing but boredom except when I get high and go swimming. Speaking of getting high, I ended up smoking some blueberry cush (typo?) and its been 8 years since ottawa has last seen it but thats not the exciting part. I got blueberry cush and my friends also put tip in it but I didnt’ know so I almost greened out and passed out in the middle of a field. Talk about scary, slash I’m never doing drugs for the rest of my life (except alcohol, as if I could give up something so fantastic)
Whoever sent that anonymous question to me be a man (or woman case I feel like I know who this is now) and come forward. I really hate how the internet gives spiteful people the ability to be confidant in their homes while insulting other people to make themselvs feel better. When I find out who this is, you’ll wish you hadn’t said those things about me.
Since I no longer have a working car (it ended up getting written off, so I have to find a new car) I get to drive my father’s truck. JOY. Not.
If I get into a second accident I’m actually done for, so I will be taking the long way to work that doesn’t involve 80 km/h highways haha. I feel like a new driver ALL OVER AGAIN.
I honestly don’t want to see you at all but if that’s what you want then I don’t care.
I’m no longer bitter,
So don’t contact me anymore if you’re going to be nasty.
Since we’re on the subject, next time you decide to go and drink and then attack me via texts, listen to the full story because michael is my friend and I’m a good friend to him despite the mistakes made on his part.
I wonder who this could be?
I guess it’s too late to ask for clemency is it? It seems the bitter battle has turned. You can try to bash me all you want but I really don’t care. You’re probably drunk attacking me again and I really don’t take offense to what you’re saying. I apologize for the shit I’ve caused but I guess that wont be enough will it?
Just for the record I still care for you and I take back the mean words that I posted earlier and I hope you can live a successful life and things work in your favor.
got in a car crash today cause some bitch decided to slam on her brakes and I skidded right into her. I may as well just die. Nothing’s going right and I don’t know what to do with anything anymore. No car for the rest of summer probably until either mine is fixed or my parnts get me a new one.
The future looks bleak.
6 followers! YUS.
…pathetic..
I LIED. I love tumblr too much too just give it up like that.
Instead of negative emotions though, I will post happy things that have came into existence within my life. To start, I got myself a helix piercing on wednesday and in 3 weeks I’m going to get my eyebrow repierced (whther or not my work approves). Going to get coffee today with a good friend of mine and I’m very excited to see her again. I offcicially have an entire drawer dedicated to sweatpants and I basically wear them whenever I’m at home and it’s the best! This friday I plan to go to Calypso again with my summer school friends and it will be another blast because calypso part 1 was super awesome!
It’s early and I’m off to the gym so I will tumblr later perhaps.. (I really need to get into the habit of tumblring more often….maybe post pictures or something…)
tumblr has done nothing but caused me grief and agony. From now on I think i’ll go on a tumblr sabatical. This is was over my head and it’s left me confused again. Michael has caused me a lot of drama over good sentiments and I don’t think I can hande anything right now. Maybe tomorrow will be better after another good cry (and here I was thinking there’s no more tears left too cry..)
It’s times like these that I wish I was still had my best friend so that I had a shoulder and support. And natalie is gone too Paris so no comfort from her… I swear karma works against me even for all the good deeds I do.
Sooooooo over you now haha. Life will go on and sunday will be a great day (and also sad because natalie will be leaving for 10 days.)
I don’t care if you’re trying to be an asshole or not because I couldn’t care less anymore. Playing the field is such a Conrad thing and I thought you hated him? guess nawt.
I met someone new today and I hope it grows into something great because, quite frankly, this person is much better then you can ever be. This person’s potential is WAY better then your final product. Go to Toronto and live your crappy life being a manager for retail while I will excel at politics. Don’t worry, I won’t forget the valuable lesson you taught me; don’t take a relationship for granted.
I will have an awesome senior year and if I do end up going to Toronto for University, that’ll be great but don’t expect a call from me because by then you’ll be LONG forgotten, and you know what? I hope I’m long forgotten too because I don’t want a shitter such as yourself in my life again.
I write this in the hopes that perhaps you’ll treat the next special someone that you get a little better then you did to me and maybe (if you’re lucky) you’ll fall in love and get your heart broken and smashed just to see what it’s like.
My steam is spent and I feel a little better. Not another tear for you dear. I can’t believe I got so hung up on garbage (yes, that is what I consider you, your morals and your life). Life goes on and I have too many good friends who won’t let me get hung up and sad over you. I appreciate all my friends and I hope to stay friends with all of them even after university.
I love the world, minus you :)
This is not easy to do. I have strong feelings that just wont go away but at the same time I’m so pissed that this person moved on so quickly. Words cannot describe what I’m feeling and I have nobody to talk to. I might just die from all this pressure on my emotions. Death would be most definitely be better.
I’ve lost the love I love the most.
