J-Croww

Sooooooo over you now haha. Life will go on and sunday will be a great day (and also sad because natalie will be leaving for 10 days.)

I don’t care if you’re trying to be an asshole or not because I couldn’t care less anymore. Playing the field is such a Conrad thing and I thought you hated him? guess nawt.

I met someone new today and I hope it grows into something great because, quite frankly, this person is much better then you can ever be. This person’s potential is WAY better then your final product. Go to Toronto and live your crappy life being a manager for retail while I will excel at politics. Don’t worry, I won’t forget the valuable lesson you taught me; don’t take a relationship for granted.

I will have an awesome senior year and if I do end up going to Toronto for University, that’ll be great but don’t expect a call from me because by then you’ll be LONG forgotten, and you know what? I hope I’m long forgotten too because I don’t want a shitter such as yourself in my life again.

I write this in the hopes that perhaps you’ll treat the next special someone that you get a little better then you did to me and maybe (if you’re lucky) you’ll fall in love and get your heart broken and smashed just to see what it’s like.

My steam is spent and I feel a little better. Not another tear for you dear. I can’t believe I got so hung up on garbage (yes, that is what I consider you, your morals and your life). Life goes on and I have too many good friends who won’t let me get hung up and sad over you. I appreciate all my friends and I hope to stay friends with all of them even after university.

I love the world, minus you :)

This is not easy to do. I have strong feelings that just wont go away but at the same time I’m so pissed that this person moved on so quickly. Words cannot describe what I’m feeling and I have nobody to talk to. I might just die from all this pressure on my emotions. Death would be most definitely be better.

I’ve lost the love I love the most.

that’s what today is haha. I signed about a million things but I am almost officially the president. Meagan has to sign it on monday then the account is all mine and I will be officially the head of ENOSSSA. it’s pretty exciting to have a business access card haha

BANG BANG, YOU’RE DEAD.

(via casaosin)

How true

The signing has been moved to tomorrow at 12. I’m excited but I’m stressed because I don’t feel like I won’t find enough people to join or come to elections and therefore it will fall apart. ExEC is a stagnant beast I feel, ever since the government stopped insuring it, it’s been pulling off less and less events…

I just wish I could speak my mind. I need someone who knows the real me (besides my parents) so I can let out all this steam. I’m so frusterated and stressed and the one person I care about (enough to sleep with) is leaving soon and I don’t know what I’ll do without them. I’m putting myself in a vulnerable position but I need this off my chest.

I’ll miss you a lot <3

mixed feelings. I’ll leave it at that for now while I wait for things to unfold. Let’s hope fate works in my favor for once..